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Campaign Launch in Manila, August 1998
"La Vie En Rose"
CHARACTER1:
I still dream of ROSES with eyes wide
awake. They remind me of healing breaths I have to make.
CHARACTER2:
I still dream of ROSES in a dried up
land. They remind me of safe embraces I can still make happen.
CHARACTER 3:
I still dream of ROSES beneath my
whispered fears. They remind me of my own pure heart, my own fragrant
soul.
ALL:
This body is my body.
It is my own sacred space.
This life is my life.
Respect this life...
CHARACTER1:
... please ... but they take me in
their cruel arms. I try to run, I get caught, they take me with their
cruel hands. I try to escape, I get caught, they take me... they take
turns and take me...
CHARACTER2:
I plead for my life, I cry for help.
Not my child, not my child, please... as they set him ablaze. No, not my
child, please...
CHARACTER 3:
He hits me with fists closed, I cringe
with pain. He kicks my bowed head, I collapse with pain. So please, stop
please...he enters me as I bleed... stop please...
ALL:
I sketch the meaning of my WOMANhood.
I paint the worth of this body, this
WOMAN.
CHARACTER1:
I still dream of roses amidst the
stench of these demons of war. They pump their anger into my screaming
body as I vomit out questions....
CHARACTER2:
I still dream of roses above the
pleading voices of my child, sister, mother, aunt. Their hands hold me
back and crumple my breasts, My body throbs with questions.
CHARACTER 3:
I still dream of roses beneath the
rage of his touch. "Till death do us part." With whose death shall we at
last part?
CHARACTER1:
They battle against my people and
stamp shame on my nakedness.
CHARACTER2:
They rage against my race and dishonor
my body with their dirt.
CHARACTER 3:
He battles against himself and wounds
me with his coward hands.
ALL:
This body is my body.
It is my own sacred space.
This life is my life.
Respect this life...
CHARACTER1:
The gunshots fade, their bodies leave
my naked body. But they had given me death with each stab of shame. I
cover myself with shame as they depart.
CHARACTER2:
The shouts have becdme silences, they
leave my tortured soul. I face death bathed in a pool of my own tainted
blood. I cringe my dirtied body as they depart.
CHARACTER 3:
His insults turn voiceless as I step
out of our prison home. I carry my dying soul to welcome a rising moon.
I hide my bleeding wounds as I depart.
CHARACTER1:
But why should I?
CHARACTER 2
Why should I?
CHARACTER 3:
Why must I?
CHARACTER1:
I dream of then of roses sharp as
knives, tearing at demon flesh. Stab after piercing stab. I give them
back the pain they had forced on me. I dream of roses exploding like
gunshots, let them die a death as painful as my own.
CHARACTER2:
In the silence, I dream of roses red
as fire, petal flames that lick at their mocking faces. I dream of
watching them burn slowly, helplessly in flames fueled by my blood. I
shall grant them hell, the same hell they have left me to live.
CHARACTER 3:
I dream of roses tough as tree
branches, laden with thorns. Blow after swinging blow, I watch him drop
to his knees in pain. I dream of hearing him plead for his own mercy, as
I bring down my rose paddle to strike at his spineless back.
CHARACTER1:
And then I feel nothing.
CHARACTER2:
And then I feel nothing.
CHARACTER 3:
And then I feel nothing.
ALL:
I sketch the meaning of my WOMANhood.
I paint the worth of this body, this
WOMAN.
CHARACTER1:
I take my cowering body into my own
embrace, and hear my sobs turn into wails. I scream out my grief from
the depths of my injured self.
CHARACTER2:
My numb body stirs in the warmth of my
own embrace, and my silent tears turn into rivers of grief. They pour
like rain on my heart's grave.
CHARACTER 3:
I nurse my wounds with my own gentle
hands, and feel my trembling turn into weeping. I mourn the death of my
wounded self.
CHARACTER1:
I face my death so I may take hold of
life.
CHARACTER2:
I embrace my death so I may reclaim my
life.
CHARACTER 3:
I mourn my death so I may celebrate
life.
CHARACTER1:
My soul breathes in colours uncovering
my body from the darkness of my shame. And I rise from death, with
beauty as pure as the naked rose.
CHARACTER2:
I take my claim of beautiful roses.
CHARACTER 3:
My spirit rises from these ashes of
rage. And each breath cleanses me with fragrant showers of untouched
petals.
CHARACTER1:
I take my claim of fragrant roses.
CHARACTER 2:
My heart beats back life to my dying
self. I open my eyes to my own worth weaving blankets of roses for my
healing soul.
CHARACTER 3:
I take my claim of healing roses.
ALL:
This body is my body.
It is my own sacred space.
This life is my life.
Respect this life!
Dated: 31 Oct 1998
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